Profound thoughts.

I am in the midst of the Beth Moore Bible Study, The Patriarchs. In tonight's video, Beth said something so profound that it made me stop. She said that God takes the things we are fearful of and and uses them. In that statement's profoundness, I find promise. A promise that if I go into the thing I am most fearful of that God will be with me and He will use that thing. At this moment, I would say the thing I am most fearful of is teaching. Yet, that seems to be the direction God is leading me in. I have filled out the application for the SC PACE program. All I have to do now is sign and date it, pay the application fee, have transcript sent, and be fingerprinted to start the process. I'm scared, but at the same time, I'm so, so drawn to it. I can almost see myself in front of a bunch of 7th graders teaching them grammar, reading aloud from a novel. What's more is that even in my fear of it, there's a great sense of peace. He knows my path. He knows what He has planned for me. Only He knows how I'm going to get there and if I'm going to stay on that path. Oh that I may never stray from the path He leads me on. That, in all things, I will trust in Him.