Sitting between two friends. One you're sort of distancing yourself from and the other you're becoming closer to. I don't want to isolate either of them. I know one will understand, but it's still not something I want to do. I have plans for a weekly lunch 'date' with one. I'm very much looking forward to that. I don't care if I even eat lunch with her, I just want the chance to chat and get to know her better.
I'm beginning to see the blessings that are coming out of my hurt from last week. I've made a friend of someone who was an acquaintance. She's going out of her way sometimes to speak to me and spend time with me. I am doing the same. I'm seeing my other friend with new eyes. Eyes that Clayton has seen her with from the beginning. I've not decided if this is good or bad, but at least I'm getting past the starry-eyed 'I have a real friend' stage. I can see her for who she is and monitor my reactions to her. I honestly don't see myself as being as close to her as I was before. At least not for awhile. Maybe over time when I'm farther away from the hurt.
In other news...
*I'm still not pregnant. No big surprise there.
*I'm having my wisdom teeth removed November 1.
*My parents will be here October 13.
*We are having pictures made at church October 13.
*We leave for Washington DC for my cousin's wedding October 14.
*Tentative date for Sunday School party is October 22.
*I have a flute solo during the evening service at church October 23.
I think that's all.
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