Amazing.

It's absolutely amazing what a good night's sleep will do. I woke up feeling much better about Clayton's SIL being pregnant. I'm *almost* happy for her. Given a few more days, I will be happy for her. I keep thinking about my brother and SIL who have been trying for going on 2 years now for their 1st baby. I'm sure they have a harder time when relatives and close friends make their announcements. How do you balance your happiness with their sadness? Clayton's SIL did a good job. She was concerned about how I would feel and for that, I love her. Her happiness, though, is tempered with fear. She had a miscarriage in January. She is afraid the same will happen again. I'm sure I'd be scared, too.

So, I blew the diet today. Double cheeseburger and fries. And it was GOOD. I'll be good tonight. I don't know what we're having yet, but I'll be god. I just hope this diet blowing doesn't affect my weight too much tomorrow. We shall see.